Author Note : ‘Wouldn’t it be like this if a romantic comedy-like development happened in reality?’, I will write this ch with that in mind.
3. Think realistically
The class ended without problem, and it was time to leave school.
Somehow, I feel that the day is really long today. Since this morning incident, my conditions became strange, I thought that after I had my lunch, my conditions had become better but… Somehow, I still feel something is wrong…
And, Is it just my imagination? But, I feel that the atmosphere of the class is somewhat calmer than usual. I think it was noisier until yesterday …
“yawn… So sleepy…”
“What’s wrong, Yamazaki? Lack of sleep?”
“Hmm, no, that’s not the case …”
Yamazaki, who was sitting on my right side, threw his upper body at the desk and didn’t move at all as if he was dead, so when I suddenly speak to him, he gave me a strange reaction.
What’s wrong with him, huh? Isn’t he usually going home straight after the class ends? Oh, right, I forgot that this guy is in the basketball club.
After school, in the corridor, it was so noisy with students returning home and students heading for club activities.
Let’s stop somewhere on the way home. Oh, right, there was a manga that I read when I was in junior high school I used to buy and collected it, but I wonder if it’s still going on…
Anyway, let’s go to the toilet before leaving school… I’ve been holding it since I stood up from the chair…
On the right side of the men’s restroom, there was a big mirror. And I was surprised to see what’s reflected in it.
“…What was I doing?”
What was reflected in the mirror was a boy student who trimmed his long brown hair. Of course, it was me, but that wasn’t what surprised me.
The hairstyles that I specially prepared for my high school debut, sure don’t match my normal face. I’m not tall either. Furthermore, I’m not good at sport, and I’m also not good at studying.
A dull guy… I don’t mean to be so demeaning to myself, but was I such a normal guy? Is there anyone else who doesn’t have something worth mentioning like me?
The question that I had in the daytime. I wonder why I felt as if the fire had cooled down even though my feelings for Aika haven’t changed… and I think, I know the reason.
Right, Aika Natsukawa is out of my reach.
Some people fall in love with celebrities who are cute or have a good style. But, there is no reckless idiot who seriously tried to get near them. That’s right, for me now, ‘Aika Natsukawa’ is like a popular idol that sways over my mind, and I just look like a fan who falls in love with his idol.
You see, what if you suddenly see a member of the idol that you like, shooting a TV program in front of you? The answer is to keep a certain distance and cheer from there so as not to bother her. This is what a good fan will do.
Maybe that’s why I suddenly felt like I was back to my old self. If I think it over again, Aika is a hard-working and talented woman, and if she stands with someone like me on her side, it’ll look like something out of balance…. Why didn’t I notice it until now!
“Please go out with me, huh… Seriously?”
There was no one but me in a men’s toilet. And I was muttering to myself in front of the mirror. I felt that blood start heating my face.
Perhaps, from the surroundings, I just looked like a clown who kept trying recklessly.
Think, Think realistically… For a girl, if a man who she doesn’t like, endlessly pestering her, she will feel terribly uncomfortable, doesn’t she?
“….. I guess, I’m just stupid?………”
My face that started to cool down reflected in the mirror. I started to think.
…… A long time full of fluffy and sparkling scenery… blinded by it, too much time had been wasted. Not others, but mine. What’s more, I didn’t even think and care about what she felt about me. This… Isn’t this pretty dangerous …?
Weirdly, I started sweating. Then I opened the toilet window, I could feel the cold wind blowing, and I wiped my sweat with the hand towel that I happened to bring. And strangely no one else came to the bathroom until I stopped sweating.
I wonder why the live-action film is like a sin to the original. When I was in junior high school, there was a series of manga that I refrained from following because at that time it was near the exam day, but I never thought that I would know the continuation of that manga from the live-action version. Above all, when I was watching it, I kept thinking, ‘No, not like this, it’s different. This is a big mistake.’
And after that, I had to overwrite my memory with the original..…
When I was thinking about that, the sound of the intercom rang. Unfortunately, I happened to be the only one at home now. When I opened the door toward the entrance, a real person was standing there.
“…Aika? Why did she come to my home? Even more, at this time? What happened?”
The time now is 19:30. And our idol, Aika Natsukawa, is here. Her red-brown hair looks moist, I guess she just took a bath. And the sexiness that overflows from the white skin of her arms makes my heart beat fast. Well, I’m always flustered around her in the first place.
“I, I’m sorry for visiting at this kind of time..…”
“It’s okay, but why…”
“The, the guy who remained in the club activities told me your address!”
It’s too dangerous for such a beautiful girl to walk alone at night. I love her too much until I want to scold her. Anyway, at this point, it’s me who might do something dangerous to her.
Why did she look up my address though?… It’s easy to imagine what Aika thinks of me. At least it’s not to the point that she wants to get closer to me like this. Perhaps, her favorability of me is unexpectedly high?…. That’s impossible. If I were Aika, I would push out a guy like me far away with my hands.
“Wh. What? You wanna say something to me?”
“Yeah, yeah, that’s right.”
Perhaps, ‘it’ would finally come. Maybe she would say, “you’re disgusting, so please don’t come near me ever again.” Or, “I have someone that I like, so please don’t involve yourself with me anymore.”, but this time she’ll say something like that with a serious tone. Yeah, right, Aika came all the way here to say something like that. Otherwise, it doesn’t make sense that she spends her time and effort to come here.
“… Wanna go in? Right now, no one is here.”
“N-no one is there!?”
“Oh, let me add one more thing, I don’t know when they’ll come back.”
It would be dangerous if my family came home when I’m doing something after I brought her in, right? Nah, in the first place, I’ve no intention or courage to do such a thing.
I let Aika, who decided to come in timidly, sit at the dining table.
She might feel more at ease if it’s near the living room, right?
Right now it’s not yet early summer. If you walk after taking a bath on such a night, you’ll catch a cold. I understand that she wants to give priority to her clothes rather than the cold wind, but isn’t wearing one piece just too much? Why does she need to look so sexy just to meet me…. Doesn’t she hate me?
I placed the instant pack of onion soup, that stocked a lot by my mom, in front of Aika and gave her the blanket that was hung on the chair. Unusually, she didn’t complain and put it on. You see, the Physical condition management of my idol is the priority for me.
When I felt the awkward atmosphere, Aika is the one who breaks it first.
“Hey, you… What happened to you?”
“What do you mean?… Was something wrong with me?”
“It’s strange… No, it wasn’t weird! But, That’s why it’s strange!”
“Calm, calm down.”
Somehow, I understand what she wanted to say. I’m always the one who speaks and acts strangely to Aika. So, as expected, Aika noticed that I was strange today. But, Aika came here just to question it? Should I say to her about that strange awareness that I felt when I was in that toilet? No, it’s too embarrassing to say, I can’t say that.
“You, aren’t you usually don’t just go away even if I hit you? Rather, you come to me even harder, so I thought You’re a ‘М’….. A, Anyway, usually you’re disgusting.”
“So, so why’re you so obedient today!? What are you planning this time? Answer me!”
I’m usually just a man who likes to stick to her and doesn’t listen to what she says. Well, even if I look back on myself, I think that’s true. So, It can’t be helped if she think I plan something this time too, because I’ve been approaching her with various means, always. That’s why if she says that she hates me even though I just approach her normally… it’ll shock me a little… No, It’s not a little at all… Then, what should I do?
Then… If that’s the case, instead of saying it, I just need to prove it with the result. The fact that the strange awareness that I felt today, and the relationship that I decided between Aika and me right now, are not wrong.
And for that….
“I like you. Please go out with me.”
No more, I’m no longer afraid of changing this relationship.